Dear Olivia :
You are an amazing, beautiful baby girl. I wanted you years before I even knew you. I always dreamt that I would have a beautiful baby girl, after having an amazing son. I was granted that wish. God gave me you.
Your father and I tried for you for over 8 months, and when I found out I was pregnant, I was so excited. I showed your big brother the test first, and him and I jumped up and down screaming with joy. We ran over and showed Grandma, and she was so excited for us !
Unfortunately for some messed up reason, which I will never understand, your father did not feel the same way. He wanted to try to for you, but did not want to take any part in raising you. Which means that, I get you all to myself ! Which is completely fine with me !
You have been one of the best things for me, over this last year. Losing my Mom was the hardest thing I ever went through, but having you and your brother have made it easier on me. You both make me smile and laugh every day.
I love you very much.